I am 4 weeks 3 days pregnant. I’ve been riding a high based on darkening pregnancy tests and increasing morning temperature (bbt). Now I’m scared. I stopped temping so that I can’t over analyze my temps. I have (mostly) stopped testing because any fluctuation in lines is going to stress me out. In a week we are touring a birth center. But I’m so, so scared thus is going to end and leave me us more devastated than ever.

Does the anxiety ever pass? I want this baby more than anything.

*No idea how this became a protected post. Weird.